Frustration, Pause, Halt!

Prayers for leaving our own agendas and following God's path! Proverbs 16:9! Linc.....I'm super frsutrated with his mental and physical state. Stuckness! He has a food addiction and does nothing about it. Gorges himself on too much food. I have got to continue to move-forward in my life! I will. I will go back to MI, pay off my debts at Moms, be with my animals and look at taxes....credit rating ect. Goals.... MI licensure Home buying. I pray for Riley house. That is could be mine by lease. I pray BM would get an answer soon. Thy will be done. Please hold it for me for a lease to buy arrangement if it be your plan. Lord, I must confess I am sd frustrated with Linc. He's a big baby in a 56 year olds body. It's frustrating and he's holding me back. Arrested Development. Big time! It's stunted growth in so many areas. It has drained me like sunday when he was here. I couldn't wait for him to go. By 4 he needed to leave and I had to make up an excuse for church for him to go. He's been emasculated by woman and I'm a strong healthy woman. Maybe he is intimidated. I need to talk this out with you Father. I need wisdom. I'm going to keep moving inward and upward. Leave the dry places......Gavin Deets. Wrestling. The Lord wants to lead you to a place where you can have your spirit totally filled like rivers of living water. The evil and darkness goes to the dry places. I'm hungry for more God. More of you. I'm hungry for life. Not being fed through friendships, now relationships.....tell my people to leave. Turn to the Lord Jesus. Ask, seek, knock......freedom. Experience that inner thirst. He will satisfy that thirst in higher place, higher ground. Quicken me father God as you already have. Show me what to do with Linc. Is he your best? I don't know that. I thought maybe he was/is. I need confirmations and need you to break my doubt if so. Ephesians 1:17. Imarting to you the riches of wisdom and the spirit of revelation through intimacy with him. Living waters. Being flooded with his light. 9/14/23 I have fel and nervousness about my few mistakes. I'm nervous and apprehensive for time with Liv at 2:30. Please got before me Lord. She's so great God and I'm sure I'm okay, but I'm scared.